You shouldn't be ashamed of the low points of your artistic past. Instead you should embrace them as an incentive to improve. That's why I won't do a vlog again. I did do a vlog in the past though. At that time I was living and working in New Zealand. Have you had a look at those videos already? If not, I invite you to watch them. If so, I invite you to rewatch them. I apologize in advance for the poor English skills of my past self. But everybody starts at the bottom, right?!